My thoughts as I lay in bed

As I think back on life and everything, as the dust settles I begin to wonder if I did everything that I should have to to the best of my abilities. Should I have taken another path in life or did I take the path that was set for me? I don't want to believe that everything is set in stone, that we are all playing a part in a great show known as life I want to believe that we have control of our own destinies.